the thing with depression is there can be no triggers, no patterns; it just comes abruptly even at times when you thought you were feeling your best >.<

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ambroseharte:

When bad days call,
when memories make me weep
and daemons dance on my bedroom wall,
calling me from troubled sleep.

When the night closes in
and shadows lurk in my pounding head
and this craving inside of me
makes me wish that I was dead.

When the day goes by in a fuzzy haze
and sunlight hurts…

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chronicchristianity:

until you have experienced the truly terrifying death spiral in your head that is depression

or the heart attack inducing feeling of true panic and anxiety

or the paralyzing realizations of suicidal ideation

or the vivid and real hallucinations or voices of psychosis

or the death grip of…

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calistaleahliew:

I’m tired.
I’m tired of always being “optional”.
I’m tired of feeling unwanted.
I’m tired of caring about people who barely give a damn about me.
And on days like this,
I’m tired of existing.

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fuckoff-nicely:

fun fact: if you dont reply to my texts, chances are that i’ll feel annoying, unwanted, ignored and even worse about myself that i already feel. if you dont want to have anything to do with me, just tell me, i’ll get over it at some point. but please dont ignore me.

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calistaleahliew:

I’m tired.
I’m tired of always being “optional”.
I’m tired of feeling unwanted.
I’m tired of caring about people who barely give a damn about me.
And on days like this,
I’m tired of existing.

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Fallow me on instagram : Harlee_420

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